Remind them to be subject to rulers and authorities, to obey, to be ready for every good work, to speak evil of no one, to be peaceable, gentle, showing all humility to all men. For we ourselves were also once foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving various lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful and hating one another. But when the kindness and the love of God our Savior toward man appeared, not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to His mercy He saved us, through the washing of regeneration and renewing of the Holy Spirit whom He poured out Jesus Christ our Savior. Titus 3:1-6

God feeds his people with 5 loaves of bread and 2 fish.

“Do not labour for the food which perishes, but for the food which endures to everlasting life, which the Son of Man will give you, because God the Father has set His seal on Him.” John 6:27

I’m so angry I could kill you.

See what the problem really is, is that when push comes to shove you can’t say nothing back to me. Don’t throw shit around thinking it’ll demand my respect. That just doesn’t fly with me, I’m not scared of you, if I need to correct something that I can’t condone I’m gonna check you. People think I’m crazy because I defend you. People think I’m just a mess as you are now. No one’s perfect. Everyone goes through life hard like this. Not everything is always peachy. You will have rough days, you can have a rough year and still make it out alive. I’m just so disappointed that you’re taking the easy way out and pouting about it, taking your frustration on the people who love you and the people you love back. If you don’t wanna change, then don’t change and embrace that you’re failing. If you wanna change, there’s people who are there to support you no matter what. But don’t do this. I really can’t have a conversation with you anymore? I feel like I’ll get more done by taking to myself. And it’s one of those conversations where two seconds later I’ll try and retract everything I said to you cause I’ll regret it but somehow I fight myself and I tell you anyway cause it’s what you need to hear….and it’s not the first time you’ve done this. But don’t do that… Don’t “uhuh or mmmhmm” everything I say cause I just feel like shooting you right in between your eyes when you do that. Break everything else, break the car, break your phone, break everything in sight just not you… I realize you do have a problem. Just don’t treat me like I’m the problem cause when I had you, you were in perfect condition, or at least I never gave you that time alone to rot in your own demons. Are we really there? I can’t even talk to you. I know you’re in a dark place but I’m praying, wishing, hoping you’ll come back to me, or come back at all. Even if it’s not with me, just be happy for one day and I’ll have hope. But I’ve lost all my faith in you…I’ve lost all my love and I’ve lost any energy that I coulda gave to give you life. Sometimes it is frustrating not being able to get what you want, when you know it’s the best thing…but I never worry cause I know what I deserve & that God is on my side. But sometimes the worst thing in the world is not knowing anything at all and not taking the time to understand why…the answer to every question is always why. Find the root and kill it before it kills you…
You’re not the man I used to know. The man I loved would do anything to put a smile on my face. The man I loved was so misunderstood but so strong & that’s one of the reasons why I fell in love with you in the first place. The man I loved wasn’t weak, he didn’t act “new.” He had a damn sense. He knew what he was doing and he was fair. This…..you… I don’t know who the fuck you are anymore. By the time you wanna talk about this, I won’t even know your name anymore.

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